Freedom is impossible to explain

Words will never capture

Neither paintings

nor movie.

the thing is within the writing

it is within the painting

it is within the filming

I just said an untruth

the thing is not any of those

for I have pointed myself , once again,to the wrong thing

because I have used words

even the word ‘’within’’ is a difficult word

even the word ‘’word’’ is difficult word

the best definition of ‘’word’’

is ‘’lie’’

it seems so extreme, so out of bounds

but the concept of extreme disappears, the moment you experience it

the moment it is within your bones

I felt this within my bones

I felt the vibrations

The majestic

I am meant to be there, because I come from here

I am meant to go there, because now I see

I see what I really am, I feel what I really am

nothing, and nothingness belongs to the wild

people go to the forest, and don’t even feel it

and I used to not feel it,

and that was It because of the interference

the voice inside

the image maker inside

all along according to my art I thought what I wanted to do was create, 

that is the great irony

because all i wanted to do was disappear